YOU SAID:
every attempt that i had to take my life has ended in failure
INTO JAPANESE
私が命を落とさなければならなかったすべての試みは失敗に終わった
BACK INTO ENGLISH
All attempts I had to die failed
INTO JAPANESE
私が死ななければならなかったすべての試みは失敗しました
BACK INTO ENGLISH
All attempts I had to die failed
That didn't even make that much sense in English.