YOU SAID:
god so help me i will end myself
INTO JAPANESE
神は私を助けて私は自分自身を終わらせる
BACK INTO ENGLISH
God helps me i end myself
INTO JAPANESE
神は私が自分自身を終わらせるのを助けてくれます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
God helps me end myself
INTO JAPANESE
神は私が自分自身を終わらせるのを助けてくださいます
BACK INTO ENGLISH
God helps me end myself
That didn't even make that much sense in English.