YOU SAID:

i am depressed and contemplating suicide i mean haha yes

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私は落ち込んでいると母を意味自殺はい

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Mother means suicidal depressed I Yes

INTO JAPANESE

母平均自殺落ち込んで私はい

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Mother mean suicidal depressed I Yes

INTO JAPANESE

母平均自殺落ち込んで私はい