YOU SAID:
I am going to shoot myself in the big old head
INTO JAPANESE
私は大きな古い頭で自分を撃つつもりです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I am going to shoot myself with a big old head
INTO JAPANESE
私は大きな古い頭で自分を撃つつもりです
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I am going to shoot myself with a big old head
That didn't even make that much sense in English.