YOU SAID:

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.

INTO JAPANESE

これがどうあるべきかを考えるのは私には不可能です。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It is impossible for me to think about what this should be.

INTO JAPANESE

私がこれがどうあるべきかについて考えることは不可能です。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It is impossible for me to think about what this should be.