YOU SAID:

I do not want to die to find that I did not live

INTO JAPANESE

私は生きていないことを知るために死にたくない

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I do not want to die to find out that I am not alive

INTO JAPANESE

私は生きていないことを知るために死にたくない

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I do not want to die to find out that I am not alive