YOU SAID:

I don't really feel like existing but I mean I can't stop myself existing it is just not possible which is a shame but oh well it is not like I really care that much, I will just go explode

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に存在しているようには感じませんが、私は自分自身が存在することを止めることはできません.

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I don't really feel like I exist, but I can't stop myself from existing.

INTO JAPANESE

自分が存在しているようには感じませんが、存在することを止めることはできません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

You don't feel like you exist, but you can't stop existing.

INTO JAPANESE

存在しているようには感じませんが、存在を止めることはできません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It doesn't feel like it exists, but it can't stop existing.

INTO JAPANESE

存在しているようには感じられませんが、存在を止めることはできません。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

It doesn't feel like it exists, but it can't stop existing.