YOU SAID:
i don't want to live like this but i don't want to die
INTO JAPANESE
私はこのように生きたくないが、死にたくない
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to live like this but die
INTO JAPANESE
私はこのように生きたくないが、死ぬ
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to live this way but die
INTO JAPANESE
私はこのように生きたくないが、死ぬ
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I don't want to live this way but die
That didn't even make that much sense in English.