YOU SAID:

I hate myself, I hate indulging in self-pity, I hate hating myself, and I hate not thinking about it

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分自身が嫌い、私は自己哀れみにふけるのが嫌いです、私は自分自身を憎むのが嫌いです、そして、私はそれについて考えないのが嫌いです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate myself, I hate to indulge in self-pity, I hate to hate myself, and I hate not thinking about it

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分自身が嫌い、私は自己哀れみにふけるのが嫌い、私は自分自身を憎むのが嫌いです、そして、私はそれについて考えないのが嫌いです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate myself, I hate to indulge in self-pity, I hate to hate myself, and I hate not thinking about it