YOU SAID:

I hate myself so much I want and crave death

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分が嫌いなので自分が嫌いで死を切望している

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate myself because I hate myself and long for death

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分を憎み、死を切望するので自分を憎む

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate myself because I hate myself and crave death

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分を憎み、死を切望するので私は自分を憎む

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I hate myself because I hate myself and crave death