YOU SAID:

i have never wanted to die more than i do today

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今日以上に死にたくなかった

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I didn't want to die more than today

INTO JAPANESE

今日より死にたくなかった

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I didn't want to die anymore than today

INTO JAPANESE

今日よりもう死にたくなかった

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I didn't want to die anymore than today