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I no longer want to live, yet i don't want to die, what comes next? but its just so painful. I live a pitiful life

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もう生きたくない、でも死にたくない、この先どうなるの？しかし、それはとても痛いです。私は哀れな人生を送っています

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I don't want to live anymore, but I don't want to die, what will happen next? But it hurts so much. i live a miserable life

INTO JAPANESE

もう生きたくないけど死にたくない、この先どうなるの？でもとても痛いです。私は悲惨な人生を送っています

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I don't want to live anymore, but I don't want to die, what will happen next? But it hurts so much. i live a miserable life