YOU SAID:
I really just want to kill myself so bad
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に自分自身をとても悪くしたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to make myself very bad
INTO JAPANESE
私は本当に自分自身を非常に悪くしたい
BACK INTO ENGLISH
I really want to make myself very bad
Come on, you can do better than that.