YOU SAID:
I used to kill myself in distress
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苦しみの中で自殺したこともある
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I even committed suicide in agony
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苦しみながら自殺さえした
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I even committed suicide while suffering
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苦しみながら自殺もした
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I committed suicide while suffering
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苦しみながら自殺した
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committed suicide in pain
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苦しみながら自殺した
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committed suicide in pain
That didn't even make that much sense in English.