YOU SAID:

i want to cut so bad that if i do i will probably go too deep and die.

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私はあまりにもひどく切りたいので、そうするとおそらく深く入りすぎて死ぬでしょう.

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I want to cut so badly that if I do I'll probably go in too deep and die.

INTO JAPANESE

あまりにも深く切り込みすぎて死にそうになるくらい切りたい。

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I want to cut so deep that I almost die.

INTO JAPANESE

死ぬほど深く切り込みたい。

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I want to cut deep enough to die.

INTO JAPANESE

死ぬほど深く切り込みたい。

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I want to cut deep enough to die.