YOU SAID:

I want to die soon because my life is disgusting

INTO JAPANESE

私の人生は嫌なのですぐに死にたい

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I do not want my life so I want to die soon

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分の人生が欲しくないのですぐに死にたい

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I want to die as soon as I do not want my life

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分の人生が欲しくないとすぐに死にたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I want to die as soon as I do not want my life