YOU SAID:

I wanted to kill a beast but then I became aware that I was the beast

INTO JAPANESE

私は獣を殺したかったが、その後、私は獣であることを認識した

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I wanted to kill the beast, but then I recognized that I was a beast

INTO JAPANESE

私は獣を殺したかったが、その後、私は獣であることを認識した

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I wanted to kill the beast, but then I recognized that I was a beast