YOU SAID:

My mum doesn't want me to die, but she wants me to be happy, which is impossible since I want to die and only death will make me happy.

INTO JAPANESE

私の母は私が死ぬことを望んでいませんが、彼女は私が幸せになることを望んでいます。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

My mother does not want me to die, but she wants me to be happy.

INTO JAPANESE

母は私が死ぬことを望んでいませんが、彼女は私が幸せであることを望んでいます。

BACK INTO ENGLISH

My mother does not want me to die, but she wants me to be happy.