YOU SAID:

oh the pain, the shame, ill have to change my name

INTO JAPANESE

ああ、痛み、恥、病気は私の名前を変更する必要があります

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Oh, pain, shame, illness should change my name

INTO JAPANESE

ああ、痛み、恥、病気は私の名前を変えるべきです

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Oh, pain, shame, illness should change my name