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so im sitting in my room right now crying thinking about whether to kill my self or kill my family

INTO JAPANESE

今、自分の部屋に座って、自分を殺すか家族を殺すかを考えて泣いている

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Now sitting in my room, crying thinking about killing me or killing my family

INTO JAPANESE

今、私の部屋に座って、私を殺すか、家族を殺すことを考えて泣いています

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Now sitting in my room and crying thinking about killing me or killing my family

INTO JAPANESE

今、私の部屋に座って、私を殺すか、私の家族を殺すことを考えて泣いています

BACK INTO ENGLISH

Now sitting in my room and crying thinking about killing me or killing my family