YOU SAID:

stare at the ceiling while I hold back what’s on my mind

INTO JAPANESE

私は天井を見つめながら、私の頭の中にあるものを押さえている

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I stare at the ceiling and hold what's in my head

INTO JAPANESE

私は天井を見つめ、頭の中にあるものを保持します

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I stare at the ceiling and hold what's in my head