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To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged

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私が受けた恐ろしいやり方に

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The horrible way I was treated

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私が受けたひどい扱い方

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the bad way i was treated

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私がひどい扱いを受けた

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i was treated badly

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私はひどい扱いを受けました

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i was treated badly