YOU SAID:

what would I be doing with my life if I did not have this?

INTO JAPANESE

これがなかったら、私は自分の人生で何をしていたでしょうか?

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What would I be doing with my life without this?

INTO JAPANESE

これがなければ、私は自分の人生で何をしていたでしょうか？

BACK INTO ENGLISH

What would I be doing with my life without this?