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and although i cant dismiss the memory if her kiss shes not for me

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そして彼女のキスが私のためではないのなら私は記憶を消すことができないが

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And if her kiss is not for me I can not erase my memory

INTO JAPANESE

そして彼女のキスが私のためでないならば私は私の記憶を消すことができない

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And if her kiss is not for me I can not erase my memory