YOU SAID:

he said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine and that made me want to die

INTO JAPANESE

もし私たちが年齢が近づいていたら、それは大丈夫だったかもしれないし、それは私が死にたいと思っただろうと彼は言った

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If we had approached age, it could have been fine and it would have made me want to die, he said

INTO JAPANESE

もし私たちが年齢に近づいていたら、それは大丈夫だったかもしれないし、私は死にたいと思っただろう、と彼は言った

BACK INTO ENGLISH

If we had approached our age, it could have been fine and I would have wanted to die, he said

INTO JAPANESE

もし私たちが私たちの年齢に近づいていたら、それは大丈夫だったかもしれないし、私は死にたかっただろう、と彼は言った

BACK INTO ENGLISH

If we had approached our age, it could have been fine and I would have wanted to die, he said