YOU SAID:

i really need to die as i do not have the enthusiasm to carry on my life

INTO JAPANESE

私は自分の人生を続ける熱意がないので、私は本当に死ぬ必要があります

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really have to die because I have no enthusiasm to continue my life

INTO JAPANESE

私は人生を続ける熱意がないので本当に死ななければなりません

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really have to die because I have no enthusiasm to continue my life