YOU SAID:

i really want to die and cease my futile existance

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に死に、私の無駄な存在をやめたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really want to die and stop my useless existence

INTO JAPANESE

本当に死んで無駄な存在を止めたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really want to stop being dead and useless

INTO JAPANESE

私は本当に死んで役に立たないのをやめたい

BACK INTO ENGLISH

I really want to stop being dead and useless