YOU SAID:
we held darkness in withheld clouds
INTO JAPANESE
私たちは暗雲の中に闇を抱えていた
BACK INTO ENGLISH
we had darkness in the dark clouds
INTO JAPANESE
私たちは暗雲の中に暗闇を抱えていました
BACK INTO ENGLISH
we had darkness in the dark clouds
That didn't even make that much sense in English.