YOU SAID:

but to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything; what a waste

INTO JAPANESE

しかし、何も感じないように自分自身を何も感じないようにすること。なんて無駄なの

BACK INTO ENGLISH

But don't feel anything to yourself so that you don't feel anything. What a waste!

INTO JAPANESE

しかし、何も感じないように、自分自身に何も感じないでください。なんてもったいない!

BACK INTO ENGLISH

But don't feel anything to yourself so that you don't feel anything. What a waste!